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pictures of dysphoria

by Dawning Eclipse

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1.
a crimson sunset, casting shadows, on a lonely forest, bleak and louring contours, reaching and chasing, for the bliss of this world, trapped in an endless void. this time has come, to an end... alone and lost, I witness the stars in the sky, flickering in light, fading out of sight. Infinite blackness, devours my soul, shivering, yet here I stand, on the edge, left alone. cold winter night, frozen shards, burst into the heart, like sunbeams, penetrating the skin. the last glimmering light, transformed to darkness, this life has come, to an end… In the darkness of the room, flowers wilt in gloom, calm air constricts my breath, pale hands hold nothing, but death, I confess, to be a wanderer, harried for years on end.
2.
numb ideas, born in the still, of this cold night, surrounded by distances, only joined by solitude, the window to depression, I wander through, cold and gloomy shadows, restless… a journey down the well, behind this grotesque, mask of humanity, stranded in this barren land, I stare into the nightsky, gazing upon, whats left behind, the slow dance of infinite stars. recurring thoughts, rising to deny everything, delusional mind, lost in the vortex of void, I can not grasp this reality, I can not stand this life, It can not be. slowly disappear, no, no longer here, thinner, thinner, Into the air, disappear, disappear, vanishing into, the unknown, disappear.
3.
another state of mind, absent from reality, waves and grey clouds, behind closed eyes, wounds remain silent, tears are dry again, sailing into the abyss, everything needs a rest. a blurred vision, covered by an icy haze, Injected to my brain, another fatal disease, pictures of a bright star, cross my afflicted mind, a crystalline glow, shimmering in the air, everything will fade away. dreaming so far, escaping reality, I can hear the waves, falling against the shore, I can almost hear, this white noise, which calls me to sleep again. time and space divided, In the absence of light, I recognize, timeless and empty faces, whispering voices, escorts of my demise, my spiral downfall, echoing in eternity, am I awake, am I awake?
4.
throughout the day, behind white curtains, a gentle serenity is in the air, the last sunbeams are shining through, and a warm breeze blows, building a picture of shadows, causing the tree to bloom, into nothingness. paralyzed through decades. of fragile realities, the melancholy of stars, has always guided my way, and by the time, there will be beauty, In nothing but void, dimmed by the morning red, I wipe the eyelid tears, and with every tear a dream, down to the waking hours, I stumble in vain, as white and weightless clouds, are sailing out of sight. In the depth of my subconscious, my memories remain, all cherished moments, slipping apart. we look upon stars, as we stare into, a deep space of void. dreaming of a new dawn, as we float lost through time, to awake in a calm, mental absent state. the morning dawn, It brings no end, to the monotony of my days, relieve the relentless crushing strain, that has worn my mind. away, away, away from this light, I can`t hide, I can`t.
5.
I can`t get these memories out of my head, It is some kind of madness, It started to evolve, I perceive the colors to change, fluctuating from light to dark, In my dreams I witness horrors, when I awake they are true. I can`t get these memories out of my head. the proximity of distance, fractions of time, bound to a shattered illusion, corroded cold skin, closed burning eyes, losing my mind in reverie, I can`t find the door, to escape this maze of life. the cold blood tinged stream, curling around mossy stones, pictures of my mental wealth, buried beneath this frozen soil, silence rips apart the hours. deep waters stir, tremble silent, as they float to one, no stone untouched, rivers without shore, cleave their path, collide and rush, towards the end.

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released September 19, 2019

All music composed, written and recorded by Dawning Eclipse.
Additional vocals on track 4 by E.F.

Original album coverart by Erlend Mørk.
Bandlogo designed by View From the Coffin.

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